I honestly don't know what to say, This is maybe the most difficult post that ive ever done, We lost her. I remember watching her on Vh1 when she was just starting out and what made me love her was her single "You know im no good" but what made my nipples hard was her fucking HAIR!. She has been my idol and she was the first person i could remember who i wanted to be just like, Now let's put the drug addiction and the hatred aside and let's live in her legacy. I never spoke that much about her because i only told my really close loved ones how much i adore her. I think i did that because she was so special to me.
Its hard to watch someone you love just fall apart and you cant do nothing about it. It may sound crazy because i never knew her, But in reality i did. Her lyrics were personal and in her song "Rehab" she gives us a cry for help. We all listened but in reality we really didn't....
She fucking killed it when she released "Back to black". She took us all by storm, But i think "Frank" is also a tattoo in my heart. My super favorite song of hers is "Valerie".
It's horrible how the media attacked her and used her as inspiration for jokes, And i think that's sick. Her most recent performances were a disaster. She looked very sick and needed help. But NO! they kept pushing her and pushing her to keep preforming when it was so obvious that she just couldn't anymore. To me she had no friends because friends will never give another friend something that can end their life. Until the hour of her death she was NEVER a "Wasted talent". She was someone who cried for help in a battle that she had no control over, My heart is so heavy and thats all i can say. I can't express my emotions because its something personal in my eyes. She was my baby doll. She was my bee hive! she was the person who showed me whats the true meaning of evil. What i mean by that is that when she had FAME everyone wanted a piece of AMY but when she was in her darkest days nobody helped! and that's what EVIL is all about....
I miss her so much and i didn't need to know her to feel an emptiness inside because i know that was lost a GREAT one. She's in heaven fixing her hair and makeup and getting ready to perform for all the angels....... I hope they like R&B, SOUL, POP
See you on the other side AMY <3
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